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How can u say we will be together forever no matter what happend's between us...like a fool I believed you I put up so much bullshit with u...u we're my first love,my all, and my everything..I would have done everything for u...when we were together and not fighting over u lying, cheating, and playing me like a fool over and over...I was so happy to be with u and being in your arms having late night talks about out life together and when I got my new place u would say I will be there every night to keep me company...I miss the time's we had hanging out together and when ever we were with your boys how would treat me like your girl and be so loving no matter who was around or not I missed the times were u would hold me in your arms when we would take nap's together when ever u would and chill wit me...but now that were not together any more I miss all of that and everything u showed me and introduced me and that its ok to be different and have your own kind of style different from everybody else and not care what anybody else says about it...I was happy that were like best friend's after the break up and talked every night like old times and be there for each other threw the good and bad times in each other lives...and latley now I can't stop thinking about you and all the good times we shared and now I never new how much really loved and cared about you...when I told you how I felt I was heart broken by it...but I guess it since u don't share the same feelings as I do I guess its time for me 2 move on and meet someone new 2 take my mind off of u and stop crying every night b/c we can't really be together forever as we both hope...I hope u have a nice life without me...since we haven't talked in a while and when ever I do try talk 2 u...u would just ignore me or sighn off on me and that hurts the more u do that the more I start 2 hate you but at the same time still have love for u..I don't want anything 2 do with u I'm done trying 2 be nice and keep letting it slide when u do that but I'm not gonna stress it anymore...I can see that u don't care about me and have gotten over me...so I'm just gonna move on and find someone who will love me and be there for me and who won't be afraid 2 meet my family and specialy my mommy and wants me 2 meet there own family and won't be ashamed of me 2 meet them...when that day comes I will thank you for breaking my heart the way did 2 let my new found love into my life...thanks for everything Giovanni Vincent Garriga...have a nice life with out me in it fukkin asswhole!!
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