Can't remember the last time I was happy since you became quiet.
How I am now sitting here alone composing poems,
realizing that a quiet break up hurts more than anything in the world-
yes, it hurts evenly like a paper cut;
because you feel it occurring, and it wont stop.
Wondering how a silence can break the happiness; and how a cold shoulder can KILL a relationship, and how deep this thing have gone,
And how extensive it has traveled
An empty chest is the only thing now left back on the shelves,
Time passing by and breath by breath it takes its tournament,
Rapidly people saying goodbye,
Yet, I am still stock and putting out a fake mask,
This does me no good-keeps reminding me why the reason I am wearing it,
Often that is the most excruciating jiffy.
Take this thing with you!
DON'T leave it here with me!
I can no longer hold it back and I am NOT a nanny for broken hearts,
You see.
Surely, I will not stick it back alone,
Please, oh please, be my companion,
You have not done any favor,
You verily did not commit any crime it is only a small wound with dangerous
Side affects that lasts on
It would not kill me-
Just be my host,
Be my love and be my home,
Be the thing children call candy,
And say the things an emotional man says to his wife after a long distance journey,
Pay the bills you owe,
Don't let the karma put you on its list.
And turn you chest towards me and hold me tight,
Because I will not fit into another stranger
See, I am trying my best to keep danger away from you,
And I am trying my hardest so all the pain can drain from the truth,
We can ALWAYS begin a fresh start,
Only if you promise not to do it again,
And volunteer to rebuild us from the bottom of your heart.
It may be too late for other people,
But I am not them,
Honey,
I am me and you know me I will never choose another man beside you,
That is the reason why I will never hate you,
And I will never love you???
This is a another example of confused love rapped around with the warmth of anger,
Don't let it confuse you,
SYMPTOMS; a moment of happiness and moment of rage!
Don't let this leave you rotten in a lonely cage.