My heart sank to the bottom of my stomach
my knees were about to collapse
my eyes formed those tears that iv been holding so long
i didn't move from the spot i was in
i wasn't thinking
i rubbed my eyes to make sure i wasn't dreaming
i opened then again and it wasn't a dream
more like a nightmare that came to life
then finally i walked away
i ended my life that day
and never again would i have to see
my best friend kissing the only boy i lived for