You always looked so cute
All dressed up that day in your big boy business suit
The lovely things you say
The things that make me smile
The things that make me feel so loved
Can make me go for days
When I think of a guy
Whom I loved most in my life
I think of you
You have always been beside me
When my world seemed so bad
And when everyone left my side
You were all I had
I remember when both of us
Lost someone so close
And we went through more pain
Than either of us will never know
You held me when i cried
Said everything will be okay
You were my only family to console me
When family was so far away
Your mom went to sleep
And you said I dont know what I'd do without you
I wish at that moment
That I would have said that too
Not everything was so good
In fact most of this year was grim
It's sad, two people so in love
Can hurt each other more than they ever imagined
There was pain in the past
There were words that were said
Things we wish we could take back
Things we will never forget
Well that was yesterday
And this is today
I have learned so much I cannot leave
There are two too many hearts at stake
I hope one day I am your favorite
And you will love me the best you can
For that is what I do for you
It's important to me and I hope you understand
Right now I feel so lucky
To have what I really want
You have come to me at a price
And I will not forget the cost
"Remember when I am gone"
"You are my happy thought"
"And no one loves you like I do"
"And I realized the way to love you was to realize what could have been lost