I've heard some say it's too late,
but then again people say a lot.
There's this old saying I once knew,
it's just something I've always forgot.
What do you deserve in the end,
when you've been hurt all the long?
The sun won't shine for you,
and life has always been wrong.
How can you ever dream at night,
when you can't even close your eyes?
It's better then having nightmares,
seconds of peace looking at night skies.
What are you supposed to do,
hold yourself up and try not to sob?
Keep on standing until you fall,
when you never do a good enough job.
Hearing your own tears in the night,
and all the screams through the day.
Your never going to come crawling back,
after all they did why would you stay?
I know I'm going to move on,
but the memories will stay with me.
But the worst part of everything,
is all the other dire things I see.
Through it all why would they care,
two weeks of lonliness hits the ranks.
For all the pain you put me through,
just thought I'd say thanks.