Maybe you should ask me
"what are you gunna do tonight?"
and maybe I'll just tell you
"my addiction im gunna fight"
smile another smile
live another day
cuz you'll never ask me that
nor if I'm okay
just put it all behind
sip another sweet tea
wish it was my suicide
and I weren't floudering in this sea
cuz I havent got a life jacket
and I'm being weighed down
I'm so tired of fighting
but im too afraid to drown
wanna have a life saver
come in to rescue me
and savve me from this sinking
in this dark grey blue sea
but remember my dear
this is all in my head
my imaginations letting go
filling the rest of me with dread
so I'll smile another smile
live another day
wait and hope for my life saver
and pretneding I'm okay