IF I WERE TO DIE TONIGHT
So tell me mother, if I were to die tonight
Would you regret yelling at me all those times?
Or would it be easier to see me die?
Would your tears be enough to mend what I feel inside?
And make me rise from the mire I am at?
Would you cry a tear, if I were to die tonight
Instead of loving words to soothe my broken heart
For I have lost the right to know who my father was
Yet you fed me with your lies and fake smiles
So tell me mother, if I were to die tonight
Would it give you sorrow, if I were to die tonight
Would it touch your heart and you would love me at last?
Would it make you look back and remember the times?
How every night I wanted to hug you tight?
What I got instead is your cold back
Now remember, if I were to die tonight
For my heart is weary and I am in deep sorrow
Resonance of your words hurt me every time
You wanted me to die even if I'm not supposed to
However, I want you to know
It would solve my problems, if I were to die tonight
No matter how much you may hate me
No matter how much you screwed my life
No matter how many scars you have left me
I would still die tonight, just to see your smile back
And for my contentment, please don't forget to smile...before you say goodbye...
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I would like to give my sincerest thanks to RIKKI for helping me out not just once for correcting my bad grammar and the structure of the poem..Much appreciated...Really..Thank you so much...
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