All the hours are moving,
My tears ready to drop,
Nothing around me makes sense,
And it won't seem to stop.
My mind is going crazy,
I can't seem to find my place,
Everything looks so shallow,
In such a confined space.
I'm tired of trying my hardest,
Of living through the same day,
I wish I could view things,
In a completely different way.
Because nothing is getting better,
And nothing seems to lie,
I don't want to go,
But I don't want to cry,
I'm really, really confused,
Always wondering why I'm here,
I wish I was invisible,
That I could somehow disappear.
I'm lonely, oh so lonely,
Need someone to hold me,
I feel so cold by myself,
So insecure and un free.
And I feel like I can barely breathe,
I can't get enough air,
I long for someone to love me,
For someone to care.
Because I'm slipping away slowly,
It's getting harder to hold on,
Oh, I'm just getting weaker,
And I'm almost gone.
© Danika Jackson