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Was it real, or was I dreaming?
I pretended to be happy, but inside I was screaming
Not saying I didn't love you, not saying I didn't believe
Just saying that your love didn't help me to achieve!
The times when mum had gone, would've made me happy
But it wasn't like that, it made me angry
Weren't you supposed to be someone to treat me right?
But when we never agreed, you'd put up a fight
The bruises the cuts I bared night and day
Hurt so bad I could pray and pray
I defended my self for as long as I could
But I guess that day, my fight wasn't good
You hit me
You punched me
You made me bleed
You sat there and laughed
Watching my plead
"Please im begging you, don't hurt me anymore"
As soon as I said that you bolted the door
That's when I knew, that minute was my last
I could tell you really didn't give a rat's arse.
You looked at me and laughed
And said, "Just one more thing I need"
You had that look
Of when something is cheap
You didn't care; you raped me and hurt me
In my mind I said, "There goes my dignit"
"Bye Bye my daughter" that's what you said
And there I was
Lying
I was dead!
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