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My whole life i felt worthless, like a disappointment. I spent 7 years of my life life living to your standards. To what you wanted out of me. I have lived in secrecy for 3 years now cant tell you this, shouldn't say that. I spent my life called out of my name, judge, feeling that I don't belong. I've been inferior of being who I wanted. You know way I'm tired of being a disappointment in your eyes.YES! I have been making some bad choices. But now I'm making better ones for me not anyone else. I cant look down on me because you are. No I'm not I'm going to change on my own. You don't like me you know what I don't care you never did no matter what you deny it.Finally I'm living for me, and when I make it I did on my own, with out your help. Finally I realized who I want to be, and no matter what you say I'm going to make it with or with out you.
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